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i feel blah
like... i should be out doing something but i don't really know what
i guess all the halloween-y stuff people are doing around this time is getting to me since i do nothing, have done nothing for years
never really bugged me until this year and i don't know why
i don't get out, i don't know people, dad gets out only to work and the people he does know aren't the kind that'd have parties i'd be interested in going to if they even do have parties
and its not like i have a costume whatsoever and just---aaaaargh
dunno of other halloween events going on here either
i did a little googling and found a haunted house thing up in emporia
20-30 minutes away
i... kinda want to go and yet don't. on one hand, i feel like doing something for halloween, on the other hand, i am likely a huge wimp and so i don't know how well i'd do in there
this sucks. :/
also... thinking of trying to start an anime club in this area. there isn't one, and i am going nuts without knowing anyone nearby to do stuff with. anime, video games, i don't know, SOMETHING!
my dad knows this guy who works at the nissan store... thing? that likes anime, and his sister does too, so that's two people besides me, they may know more, and if i get fliers somewhere populated it may catch the eye of other fans, or maybe just people interested, and... i don't know.
main thing is i need somewhere for it to be. guides/info about starting them say libraries tend to allow rooms to be used but who knows? i can't use school places because, dur, i'm not in school. what else is there? ugh. Dad talks about trying to rent a room in the basement of the antique mall over in weldon once a week or something like that, but that just seems like it'd be WEIRD. sure, the basement is empty now because no one will buy stuff from the shops down there but it just... i mean, look at a flier, "at RIVERSIDE MILL ANTIQUE MALL" ...???? would anyone even think that's normal?!
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like... i should be out doing something but i don't really know what
i guess all the halloween-y stuff people are doing around this time is getting to me since i do nothing, have done nothing for years
never really bugged me until this year and i don't know why
i don't get out, i don't know people, dad gets out only to work and the people he does know aren't the kind that'd have parties i'd be interested in going to if they even do have parties
and its not like i have a costume whatsoever and just---aaaaargh
dunno of other halloween events going on here either
i did a little googling and found a haunted house thing up in emporia
20-30 minutes away
i... kinda want to go and yet don't. on one hand, i feel like doing something for halloween, on the other hand, i am likely a huge wimp and so i don't know how well i'd do in there
this sucks. :/
also... thinking of trying to start an anime club in this area. there isn't one, and i am going nuts without knowing anyone nearby to do stuff with. anime, video games, i don't know, SOMETHING!
my dad knows this guy who works at the nissan store... thing? that likes anime, and his sister does too, so that's two people besides me, they may know more, and if i get fliers somewhere populated it may catch the eye of other fans, or maybe just people interested, and... i don't know.
main thing is i need somewhere for it to be. guides/info about starting them say libraries tend to allow rooms to be used but who knows? i can't use school places because, dur, i'm not in school. what else is there? ugh. Dad talks about trying to rent a room in the basement of the antique mall over in weldon once a week or something like that, but that just seems like it'd be WEIRD. sure, the basement is empty now because no one will buy stuff from the shops down there but it just... i mean, look at a flier, "at RIVERSIDE MILL ANTIQUE MALL" ...???? would anyone even think that's normal?!
-_-