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you know
i just

everything is only distraction
from th tyruth about myself

i am nothing
have nothing
no friends no life nothing
all attempts at getting suhc things fail
always

games
anime
manga
computer
internet

just distract me
from the nothing
without it i return
to nothing

what is the poinit of this
all i do is nothing
and yet take up space, money, all kjinbds of things
despite being nothing
thiscneeds to stop
now

(no subject)

...i feel a ltitle better

nothings changed really but i'm not as down

dad and i are going to go to staples tomorrow and try to get help with the memstick stukc in the camera

also if so we may get an adapater for it so i can make it help me with my psp

:/