Akenai yoru wo kazoe nagara

where do i even start? been too long since i last posted. idk, just couldn't figure out how to word things.

well, put simply: our unwelcome houseguest has gtfo'd. yes, finally. dad was put to the point that he couldn't 'be nice' anymore and told her straight that she's not welcome anymore.

she called me a pig, and worthless. not to my face of couuuurse, but quietly outside her door just in my hearing range. i was understandably aggravated, called dad and told him GET. HER. OUT.

so she is! yes! it was night when we made things clear, so she only bitched and stomped her way upstairs to slam doors again. next day was more door slamming, then she just didn't come back for a week. aah, felt nice. then she showed up again to move her stuff out, which took two different days to finish. but she is gone.

...actually there's a few random things still here, but dad heard she's off causing trouble for someone else now, and he's decided he's going to change the locks. tomorrow. "if she wants this stuff she can call me"

now, on the laptop: we got it to an acquaintance who fixes computers, and i got it back tonight. WHOO.

................except the screen just crapped out again. after around 5 hours. i turned down the brightness like he told me to! damn it :| 70 bucks = 5 hours working? sigh.




in... better news, i of course have been playing games.
picked tales of symphonia back up - been so long since i last played, i couldn't remember what we were doing or where anything was. oops. still, i managed to get the story back on track. finished the shrines and whatev, then oh noes colette becomes a drone and kratos pwns us. (nooo cool guy don't leave the paaaarty ;_;)
already knew that kratos was a traitor because... i get nosy in rp? reading threads of tales of characters even if i haven't finished their game? hahahaha oops. (and yes i also know some other spoilers, but OH WELL)
i got stuck trying to escape the rebel's base, then got distracted again.

with fragile dreams: farewell ruins of the moon.
oh my GOD
beautiful game, dude, beautifuuuul.
also just a bit creepy at times. you are exploring an post-apocalyptic world, after all. not many humans, but plenty of... things.

i finished it today. took around 11 hours. unfortunately doesn't have much of replay value, but it's still a LOVELY game. if you haven't played it and have a wii, GET IT MAN.


uhh and now i started playing solatorobo: red the hunter
furry bait!
LOL NO i got no problem with furries, one of my best friends is one. he kept bugging me to play this game way back... in japanese... couldn't follow it. ;; BUT NOW IT IS IN ENGLISH and strangely that friend hasn't said a word to me about it
but still, it does look like an interesting game and i do like furry art okok
battle system is different. instead of just, like, hitting enemies with weapons or whatever, you pilot a robot to lift and throw them to cause damage. it still needs strategy to do well, though, since it doesn't take long for enemies that have, for example, strong front armor needing you to get them from behind, or overall defense preventing basic throws to cause damage so you have to jump and throw instead. and that's just from my play so far.

dog people and cat people everywhere. it's cool.



this post is kinda long already, so i think i'll talk about other stuff later.

>wake up at noon
>'uuuuuuuurgh' /still feel sleepy but decide to get up since friend said he'd be up at 10 and rip my .hack saves for me
>...he's not online
>NOOO ;-;
>do other stuff, kill time, blah blah
>he comes online
/bugs about saves
"i just got up i'm still sleepy"
>...well ok
>wait
>wait
>go play SMT: nocturne for an hour
>come back
>he's idle on aim
>SCREAM
>wait wait wait
>he comes back right before i have to go down with dad and make dinner so i just remind him and leave
/returns to computer finding that yes he got the stuff
>squee
>try using the usb thing to port the saves to my memcard
>find out that swapmagic 3.6 can't run .elf files off usb sticks or whatever
._.

>google
"hey there's a cd thing to do this too"
"yeah but i've not done that so i don't know anything"
"well i'm gonna try it"
>success!
>...what are all these folders AAAAAAAAA
ms:/0? ms:/1? waaaaaaaaat
oh. the usb stick is mass:
and ms:/0 is the ps2 memcard
k
first attempt to copy saves didn't work and i dunno why
then i had a hard time getting swapmagic to run the cd again
but i got 'em


>HEY WHERE'S MY SAVES FOR OUTBREAK AND QUARANTINE?!?! :(
..................................oh well
friend says i had my own memcard by then or something but idk why i would since i didn't own a ps2 yet
/SHRUG

so did not feel like trying to pick up //quarantine again since UGH. DATA BUGS. (also figured attempting it would make me VERY NOISY and wake jeanie up again)
so i just jumped to g.u.

>swapmagic, .hack//g.u. blah blah

....................


>sit for probably an hour going through crap that already happened in the roots anime
>scream

...

>get through it then--

>GDI NOT THOSE DORKS
>blah blah blah

>several annoying cutscenes with haseo telling them he's haseo and they're like 'lol no' then 'oh you're roleplaying, k'
really did well on aggravating me as much as haseo himself >:/

pretty much BLAH BLAH finish dungeon PKERS COMING TO GET REVENGE ON UNFORTUNATELY LEVEL WIPED HASEO
then PIIIII! ahh. bluff, blah blah, pkers run off, more blah blah, idiots finally acknowledge that he's haseo, yay, and ... blah. by then my back was hurting bad since, again, sitting on floor with no back support
NEED TO MOVE MY CHAIR IN THERE TOMORROW. GOD.


uhhhh yeah i just quit g.u. so nothing else has happened.



been getting more active on vdex lately, trades trades traaades~ have all 3 starter seekers now :3
saving up on an everstone now yep~

been playing Devil Summoner a fair bit the past few days~
vdex has caught my attention again now that GenV is out
...except the tradelock ANNOYS ME. like, i get it now but the stuff caught now stays locked forever??? man, i got a shiny sandile and minccino and I DON'T WANT THEM. can't sell them ever...? :|

for now i'm just hanging in white forest since it's kinda pointless to hunt Unova 'mons since if i find a shiny i don't want its stuck with me foreverrrrrrrr
EDIT: just caught a BW sprite shinx and... wait a fucking second. EVEN NON-UNOVA POKEMON CAUGHT IN UNOVA ARE TRADELOCKED? SHIT. guess i won't be hunting anything for now.

got all three starters. :3
...archen archen archen i missed the giveaway ;-; but on a waiting list for someone else's breeding. yay.
here's a link to my shop btw
random retros (mostly friggin' bellsprout), 2 shiny ...bellsprout..., and some v-day vulpixes for sale :D
while i'm at it...


shinvyyyyyyyyyyyyy<3 and that cyndaquil sprite, so cute!
(egg is a tepig)

been lurking the forum some too... found a fan of cardfight vanguard :D
also in the thread about visual novels someone posted saying they like saya no uta and corpse party ...also gore screaming show which i am interested in but since there's no translationnnnnnn :( several different groups start and just... die. ugh.

ANYWAY
uh

i finished watching .hack//roots
i feel ...idfk i'm just pissed
the cool characters leave for some reason or another
and after haseo's explosion of asshole-ness i don't like him at all even if he's 'better' now
...
probably will be playing g.u. once i get some dvds. /out of blanks
undub btw. ffs bandai... first series was dual audio...

watched a bunch of inazuma eleven today, since i'm behind
still one ep behind on subs though
which reminded me i haven't touched the games in some time
i don't know what i'm supposed to do in it though...
might poke around on it tomorrow.


blah, there really isn't much to talk about. my life is boring.

well i haven't posted in some time. again. sooo let's see


i feel... less angry about the 5d's thing by now
like, i still think that was so so dumb, but i'll probably give zexal a chance even though i said i wouldn't

card games, card games, why can't i quit you. XD

tomorrow, next ep of cardfight vanguard... tournament starts... honestly i want more of wtf was up with that PSY store but i guess the writers are taking it. really. slow. which is okay... moar aichi, moar kai, moar misakiiii (kamui amuses me, but i don't really like him)

a friend of mine got around to sending off my ps2 repair piece... hope i get it soon because GAMES. I WANT. i barely started p4, dang it. and i had just burned Devil Summoner when the ps2 stopped working, I WANNA SEE IF IT WORKS. and yeah, tales of the abyss/legendia, kr kabuto, garo, and .hack, and and and

IT NEVER ENDS.

oh yes about .hack aaaargh
//quantum brought that obsession back, lol
i wanna play the games :( NOT G.U. the originals!
though now i actually. feel like giving g.u. a chance
so i picked the roots anime back up
i watched the first ep way back when it was airing but i just went 'blah' and ditched it

but well if i'm gonna give g.u. a chance i need to know what happened before, which roots covers. so yeah.
seen 3 eps so far, and if you ask me haseo should just. quit. the world r:2 is FULL OF CREEPERS ARGH. go away.


ok ummm
this anime season is just awesome
i like nearly everything lol


been playing minecraft here and there
fun game~

also because friends on twitter kept going on about it, i bought the first assassin's creed game.
played some so far and i like it alright but i wish the saving was more clear. like i can't tell when its safe to quit...

oh well.



also,  the dog person has officially moved in. the cats are just going have to deal.

excuse me while i scream

ok no i'm over it. now.


my ps2 lost part of the reset switch so it can't turn on.
yay.

...

replacement parts look cheap but
lol no money
also sold online only

yaaaaaaay

idk what to do now
ugh
well i ... got to play some p4???
lol didn't even get anywhere. ...blah

i will play p4 ost and pretend. wheee



okay seriously though i think i want to scream
stupid ps2

ugh





also i just watched cardfight vanguard ep2
expect icons tomorrow
posted with kai again at dear_mun too

shiki 21.

oh.

fuck.

but more importantly WHERE IS MEGUMI????????
i didn't see her body anywhere...

its pretty startling how quickly the villagers got used to everything though
'oh my hand's bloody... lemme wipe it on my apron.' her hand is STILL bloody but she goes on to grab an onigiri anyway.
can we say EW UNSANITARY???

sooooooo


been going crazy playing inazuma yep!
barely beat mikage sennou, 1-0. scored near the end of the second half i was going NOOO I DON'T WANNA LOOOSE
got a point with good ol' gouenji though.
went on to deal with the unfair otaku team
...btw seriously. why bother learning soccer to try to win the tourney for money to actually fly to america and buy a figure
when you can, um, just buy it... online... for a WHOLE lot less.
logic, the game lacks it.

also i'm kinda surprised with some differences between game and anime.
yes, there's gonna be changes, but well
mikage sennou's team was outright brainwashed soccer bots in the game, as opposed to the anime's version which was just obsessed with calculations.
the situation with shuuyou's otaku team was also different but whatever
i kinda find it funny that the anime made megane be alike to shuuyou's team and all when the game's megane outright insulted their motive behind playing soccer(the figure)


anyway i was like YAY when natsumi joined as a manager because she lets me steal other team's members >:3
stole nose hs's cheetah, and some guy from occult academy
gonna try stealing shuuyou's mangaka guy because i like his design lol
but more seriously i need midfielders. bad. lots of df and fw, few mf. oops.



i used the christmas money from mom to buy a ps2 swap disc + thingy to open ps2.
i want to play my burned ps2 games again kthx. tales of the abyss undubbed aaaah! also legendia. and other stuff. and of course once i can play them i will likely look into more games. hee.
not restricted to only burned games btw, i do have intentions of buying real ones if they're not messed with. no dubs plz.
...oh oh I COULD FINALLY PLAY .HACK AGAIN!! i never finished the 4th game ;o;
by now those games should be damn cheap, too. yay.
...might try g.u. but idk.


and a friend bought me a game on steam :D
recettear: an item shop's tale

it... sounds a lot like atelier annie so i wanted it XD
it was REAL CHEAP during black friday weekend and i was whining to that friend
...he went and bought it for himself boo

but then i got up today, checked my mail, 5 emails. 4 spam and... WHATS THIS A STEAM GIFT?
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH
went and spazzed at him on aim but it was his friend ;; derp


so yes. today has been GOOD.

blahblahblah

so i finally picked inazuma eleven (first game) up again.
been playing nothing but that for the past few days lmao
I'M IGNORING BAYONETTA FOR SOCCER/RPG GAMES oops.
whatever its all about having funnnnnnn
i was playing bayonetta constantly anyway, a break is good to make sure i don't get bored. :3

so yeah i started inazuma like months ago
did the tutorial stuff and... dropped it.

so i pick back up, have no clue what's going on.

...oh i haven't even did the practice match with teikoku yet...

depressing to play since the whole point is to just derp until gouenji comes
i game over'd the first time because i didn't understand how to shoot at the goal
he'd run up and into genda and ...idgi
so i had an honest reason to seriously say HOW DO I FIRE TORNADO??
(i was amused at myself)
got help from Destiny on twitter and things went fine after that

so blahblah i'm not far yet i think
beat occult academy~
domon's arrived~
aand... eh.
oh yeah we're up against nose hs soon and so it's forcing me to use kabeyama because of the whole inazuma otoshi move :|
so in the running around to find the pieces of paper about the move
...kabeyama finds a porn mag.
and goes back to the clubhouse to look at it.
SIGH.
(ecchi hon. pervy book. WHATEVER. porn mag is close enough.)

i was disgusted btw

so right now i'm just getting some levels and using the training spots :3
i want a speeeeeeedy kazemaru-saaaaaan~ oh yes~
also need to improve kick power of my forwards.

OH YEAH something's been bugging me
is it just random when the ref declares a foul? there's another thing i've gotten too but i can't read/comprehend it quick enough before its gone... sawa something. starts with an s at least.
just wanting to know if there's a way to prevent fouls/whatever.



last night i was meaning to play more inazuma but then i got in a precure mood
found myself spending ALL NIGHT going through the 67 pages of pixiv's darkprecure tag. derp.
i started spamming plurk with pics but realized 'man i should use that tumblr thing'
so i did
made the thing a long time ago and just. never used it. i didn't and still don't quite get the point of tumblr so yeah.

also i'd like more people to add my twitter :D
current username is groundion because goseiknight is still moe. :p

OOPS i've kinda. forgotten and/or ignored dreamwidth. ;;

my birthday came and gone, blah blah, life is the same as always: mostly boring.

been catching up on anime lately
since i fell behind on 5d's and inazuma 11 ._.
caught up on both yay!! ...well next 5d's ep aired already but whatever.

from catching up on inazuma i am like I WANNA TRY PLAYING THE GAMES MOREEEEE
but derp my japanese skills are not quite up for that. TOO MUCH DAMNED KANJI :(

and i've got all kinds of other games sitting around, too. OVERLOAAAAAD >_<

last night was... hell.

first i hear some thunder. no rain or wind here, just some distant thunder.


later the rain and wind came, hitting the house pretty hard.
sometime around 2am the power went out.
lights flickered like crazy, stabilized, then flickered like crazy again, ending in darkness.
laptop was still on because of battery.
...i hoped the power would come back soon so i fiddled around first just watching some music video a few times
then decided to finally get around to reading the bit of umineko ep7 that was translated(yeah i hadn't read it til now.)
i read to the end of the translation, it was 3am. still no power.
gave up, turned the laptop off, and went to bed.

...tried to anyway.
SOMETHING in dad's room which is under mine kept beeping. every minute.

EVERY. MINUTE.

i couldn't fall asleep with that damn noise

i rolled around awhile
then gave up on sleep, thinking i could just read with my flashlight until the beeping thing died.
it. never. died.
power came back around 6, i was still awake, it was still beeping.
dad got up around 7 and turned the fucker off. thank god.
but i really wanted to fall asleep, you know, earlier. before the sun freaking rose. UGH.

somehow i still had trouble sleeping even though the beeping was gone
woke at 2 and felt like i hadn't slept at all
so i went back to sleep
finally got up for good at 5pm...

i guess i'm okay.
except for the horrible sleep schedule.


awww the kittehs are sleeping beside me here on my bed <3
so cute.



anyway
umineko ep7 looks interesting
i like will XD
and just lol at lion...

the book i read is one of several that have been sitting in my bookcase for freaking months
i dunno why i just suddenly didn't feel like reading...
but yeah i read some. it's a guildwars novel.
and now i feel like playing even though i suck
and only have the main game+1st expansion
wouldn't even have the expansion without a friend because he bought it for me ;;
eh.

maybe i'll install it later.
heck, the novel seems to be setting things up for gw2 because there's... other races besides humans??? i mean yeah the first game has charr but they're only enemies but in this book it's... heading for peace between man and charr. which is cool because yay kitteh people!

WELL GUESS WHATS JUST GOING TO BE AN MP3 PLAYER NOW? :3





.../cries
i was intending to play more valkyria chronicles 2 soon :(
i mean the psp still works but ...playing a game with that stuck on screen???