Akenai yoru wo kazoe nagara

HONESTY MEME.
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i-i had my makise kurisu rping praised... kforjgunrms,anjwujw

derp like all i've been doing lately is s;g insanity
found a youtube account uploading subbed videos of the different endings. watched what they've uploaded but my bias for kurisu is like I WANT TO SEE HER ENDING :( :(
well it's apparently the 'true' ending also so uh the anime is likely to cover it, not the others. subber says they're not going to upload the true end until the anime shows it, so i guess i'll see the anime's version first. /shrug

also went looking for MAD videos, lmfao people like okabe's laughter. IT IS A GOOD CRAZY LAUGH, IT IS INDEED. it's also kira's laugh
i considered rping okabe first before picking kurisu instead glad i picked kurisu, since then two different okabes have showed up

SO TODAY I WAS LIKE
IDK
VISUAL NOVEL -> ANIME ALWAYS HAS STUFF CUT SINCE YOU CAN'T HAVE EVERYTHING
so then i thought
'wonder if xbox live JP has the demo?'
looked into making a JP account, boom steins;gate was like the 3rd thing on live... lmfao
had the op movie & demo for download, also the op movie for the dating sim side game. THAT OP WAS WEIRD I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK OF IT
...also looked to see if there was a chaos;head demo but nope. :( would like that op on the xbox too... i love find the blue. pretty song. skyclad no kansokusha is also amazing. ITOU KANAKOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FTW

so anyway the demo took way too long to download, i assume because it's on japanese servers. (though when i asked a friend about JP live accounts and why i wanted one, he found info on the XBOX magazine having had the steins;gate demo dvd in an issue. pure japanese demo. ?????)

didn't get finished till a little after midnight
i opened it up all :DDDD

1 hour in i was getting a bit tired. checked the pause menu... can't save. NITRO+----!!!!

my attention really wavered during kurisu's scientific uh... thing... crap i can't think of the word. ANYWAY SHE HAD THIS DEBATE WITH OKABE/OTHER PEOPLE ABOUT TIME TRAVEL AND IT WAS ALL ADVANCED SCIENTIFIC STUFF I WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND IN ENGLISH, NEVERMIND JAPANESE, SO I WAS LIKE @_@ /hit auto and just. sit.

i really. do not know many kanji. FFS I NEED TO LEARN MORE. at first i was trying to read what i could of non-vocal lines but... ffs it's not a kid's game, kanji everywhere. gave up and just skipped anything unspoken. D:

finally... reach the end of chapter 1/the demo. 3:30am.

AAAAAAAARGH i had been real good about keeping my sleep schedule fixed for like a month now but

well

it's just... THE CHOICE OF STEINS;GATE!

/shot

uh, sorry about yesterday

the beer on yuugi seems to have dried out before he got around to cleaning, and dad says the alcohol evaporates when dried so... yeah

he seems perfectly fine


still not happy with what jeanie did but dad wants no conflict lololololololol :|

Yeah, haven't posted any entries in some time. IDK.

First, a few of you know the problems I'm  having with out house guest, Jeanie.
she's pissed at me because i don't do enough around the house. so i go and do more and its still not enough. also i tend to be up all night and i MAKE A POINT TO BE QUIET but she still complains that i keep her up all night she's on the other side of the house ffs, with all the ACs running you shouldn't be able to hear a damn thing
so she goes stomping around, slamming doors, yelling at my cats, and complaining to my dad
IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME, TELL IT TO MY FACE NOT THIS BEHIND-MY-BACK SHIT
I'm tired of her, Dad's tired of her, I want her to GET THE HELL OUT but Dad's too nice, he tells me 'she doesn't have anywhere to go!' and we should care why?
he also told me she's been looking for a place to rent so. well. i hope she gtfo's soon.


whatever
lesse
Dad put a little money on my walmart card thing so I bought a few things
Some Pokemon card singles(Purrloin, Glameow, Meowth) AND

CODES FOR THE POKEMON TCG ONLINE BETAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>:3
bought 4, gave two to a friend

...
i do not have enough energy cards of any type for a deck
/sigh

in other tcgs, i joined colors_tcg!
been fun, people are nice.
kinda wish i could get cards more often but whatever, everyone has the same situation, just most have been in the game longer so they have plenty of cards.
I'll just have to work on my collections :3

I watched a bunch of Sengoku Otome eps all at once the other day. 3-7.
went whoooooooooooooooooooooo and made a noboobnaga rp account. Well, ok , I actually made it before then, but didn't go icon hunting til the marathon. Then I... posted on dear_mun
LOL confused sengoku basara characters. everywhere. OK OK IT WAS JUST TWO BUT STILL
...i should really watch/play the anime/game sometime.

i just watched ep8 of SO as well and scream.
onsen scene! and then hideyoshi gets a bad fever, nobunaga ends up having to give her medicine mouth-to-mouth................ jsushdjenjhfhyesjskashj


OH and it looks like I'll be part of the steins;gate cast heading for route_29 
...i mean like, i have Kurisu, and i find Mayuri. Mayuri's mun is thinking of going the r29, and I've been wanting to app there anyway, so I say I'll come along
then later i see a Ruka in dear_mun and end up telling her about Mayuri and Kurisu going to r29

and then i find Okabe. already intending on route_29
which probably means the player's read our threads
ejifeuwisakf
Kurisu is like NO WHY OKABE?!?!?

Inazuma GO is quite interesting so far, but i have nothing to comment on

few days ago i watched the first part of the Senjou no Valkyria/Valkyria Chronicles 3 OVA and it just made me go DAMN IT I WANNA PLAY VC2 AGAIN BUT MY PSP'S SCREEN IS STILL BROKEN :(

Digimon Xros Wars is getting fun, I'm behind on Pokemon Best Wishes, I'm liking YGO Zexal the more I watch(CAT GIRL NEXT WEEK OMFG), etc etc


friend's bugging me to play Guild Wars now so I'll shut up

the other day, friends on plurk were talking about some show

i was bored and checked it out

hello new show&book series to loveee

a game of thrones :3

watched 2 episodes, went nuts, had to read the books asap!!!
...except the library system here has no books by george r.r. martin :(
so i... got pdfs >_> for now. there's no bookstores here unless you count walmart, and i checked - the books are on their site for sale but not in the store here :|

so. yeah. finished a game of thrones night before last. took 3 days of staring at the dang laptop screen, i went to bed with a headache each time
so last night i took a break and didn't start book2
started it tonight instead - also going to take a slower pace now because, honestly, reading books like this sucks.
( spoilery blah blah )

my brain's been filled with these books that i'm finding it hard to think of anything else i've been up to since my last entry...

well, i did play .hack a little more a few days ago
sakaki continues to be a pain in the behind
stupid... relentless tournament... no recovery between battles, no items... fffffu-
oh hai game over screen

.../turn off ps2

and then i got into AGOT so i don't know if i'll feel up to grinding or whatever in .hack for some time. XD


oh! i watched eps 3/4/5 of steins;gate today and just spazzed all over the place
/made... a not_christina rp account...

i admit i felt squicked about... the uh. jellyman report. yeah... kfjrigjugjf ew
(and if people(and bananas) end up like that... i am glad they didn't go back far enough to read reports about animal testing.)



...can't think of anything else... bleh
yes, my life is this boring.

so... this past saturday was eventful. In a way.

Big storm went through NC/VA, multiple tornadoes touched down, etc
somehow our little town in halifax county avoided tornados, only got some wind and rain. next town over, though, did have a tornado touch down and some destroyed buildings. D:

i'm still thinking back over everything. back in florida, hurricanes were a constant thing, but dad and i never had more house damage than some roof shingles or such missing. sure, i had seen worse happen to other people's houses, but i guess since dad was always excited about hurricanes i just... followed his lead and never over-thought things? storms are awesome displays of nature's force, and beauty. so i can understand dad's tendency for excitement about hurricanes, and honestly i still think the same. but this tornado-spawning storm... i don't know, it was different than what i am used to...
it was real windy, and the power went out about 5:45... jeanie had a weather radio thing we were listening to, keep us updated on what was going on
but that was it.
no tv, no computers, can't cook food
we were planning to cook tacos that night and obviously without power couldn't
i just flopped in bed and slept most of the night
power came back around 3am

during the night i played a bit more of golden sun: dark dawn
i had been ignoring the ds in general for some time so yeah
...i am thinking i should go back and play the previous game though because, idk, it feels weird since i haven't?


other games... got to vol3 for .hack//g.u.
ffs sakaki just die already
...cc corp's obviously insane for hiring him btw
also aida, do something less predictable than jumping from arena champion to arena champion. too obvious.
i want yoko/alkaid back :| oh and TABBY! i hear she's back later in vol3 but screw that i want my catgirl from the start, man.


uhhh what else
well tonight i got real bored and... tried that new my little pony cartoon. yeah.
LET'S SHOVE FRIENDSHIP DOWN YOUR THROAT YAAAAAY
i liked twilight sparkle better at first. :/
one night is honestly too quick to be like YAAAY WE'RE SERIOUSLY BFFS!!!
personally? i was all for nightmare moon. WHATS WRONG WITH ETERNAL NIGHT???? the sun's too damn bright :|


in other news i am crazy and thinking about trying rp again - this time in a more 'real' game with serious apps 'n stuff. route_29 
yes, pokemanz.
gonna toss aicanfly (from cardliver kakeru).
but then i looked and oops, APPS CLOSED TIL MAY lol
oh well, means time for canon review.

sooooooo lets see

2 weeks ago dad needed to go to the veteran's hospital up in richmond and jeanie wanted us all to go so we could go out to eat at a red lobster after
i was (unsure) about red lobster cuz... idk, it just seems so LOL FANCY-ASS PLACE and i didn't know if anything would fit my taste
and dad kept going on about 'cheese biscuits' which didn't help because... wat. cheese. ISN'T NEEDED IN BISCUTS :|
and then i ate one and omfg idk why dad calls 'em cheese biscuits since i didn't taste any but they're seasoned and stuff and just. oh. so good.

oh right, the hospital. uh, dad seems okay yay, and we weren't there too long
i also checked out the shop they have
...lol they sell video games... xbox 360/wii/ps3 all 14.99
also had a ps3 for 50 dollars cheaper than the suggested price .......... /staaare



anyway, red lobster was okay
the biscuits were amazing, the fish fillet i had was huge, but their fries need work.
OH OH OH and omfg this desert they had
warm chocolate chip cookie with a fudge filling, topped with a scoop of ice cream
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh man
next time i wanna try their banana-chocolate smoothie thing, though



few days after that we went to wings & rings which is always good. mmmmm garlic parmesan chicken...



in terms of games i have only been playing .hack lately
i'm up to the ~big reveal~ about tri-edge ...which i had been spoiled about, unfortnuately
so i have to fight ovan and uh
his balls are annoying
lololololol no really though he can spawn these floating balls that heal/shield him or attack us
my party's lv85 but i guess i need to grind more because i keep dying


now uhhhhh
lesse, anime...
tiger & bunny? FRIGGIN' HILARIOUS
also i feel for poor ossan tiger...
i am still feeling slightly pissy about cardfight vanguard not showing the misaki/kai fight but whatever, they're going for a real tourney now.
i watched .hack//quantum ep3 and.................... ;O; HERMITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
the x-men anime that started recently seems good but then again i only know the movies...
steins;gate is trippy as hell
dog days is like ....wtf are you making war a sport now wat. but the cat country's queen is damn hot so ok
still only watching suite precure for siren...
oh yes and yuidirnt got me to watch sengoku boobs otome: momoiro paradox
HELLO BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOBS
/fangirls over nobunaga forever

for ooo... 27-28 wtf was that
breaking 4th wall like crazy
i watched it on youtube and the subbers annoyed me by being jokey and calling gotou brotou :/
but then 29... oh man. ankh :o
doctor maki gets creepier, not less, when adding backstory.
GET RID OF THE CREEPY DOLL FFS
OR PUT A WIG ON IT IDFK
gokaigerrrrrrr uh
8 was liek stupid
but i guess its ok since it advanced plot a little now that zangyack knows what the gokaigers are after



k i can't think of anything else to talk about now

blah blah .hack
endurance is friggin' creepy
sakaki is an asshole
atoli is stupid
i miss phyllo
and tabby
i should go rewatch roots i guess :/

vanguard... ep12 was DISAPPOINTING. the hell.
but it still got me in the mood to look again to see if any english sites are selling the cards
well, no normal card sites seem to have them.
i found singaporean sites for buying/selling/trading them though. BUSHIROAD STOP SCREWING AROUND GIVE US VANGUARD TOO
i lurked a forum for a bit though and someone mentioned ebay
"i know i looked at ebay before..."
but uh. yeah. VANGUARD. boxes. booster packs. a few single cards.

...
and
( THIS )
SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM
MISAKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
wantwantwantwantwant i don't care what anyone thinks i must have this >__________________________<



futachimarus mentioned some cat boy was in the cartoon young justice
well cats always catch my attention, pfff
boom watched to ep9 in two days
cat guy was ugly though
instead i find myself liking kid flash. a lot.


today is hot i don't like it
stupid spring

well i just got done playing like 2-3 hours of smt: devil summoner 1
raidouuuuuuu

my back hurts :< sitting on a floor with no back support for that long sucks
/totally moving chair in there later

finished chapter 2 & 3
god damn the red cape at the end of 2 was tough
i ended up yelling so much i woke up jeanie... at 2:30 am. OOPS.
at one point raidou was down to 11hp and i noticed, screamed, and quickly healed. XD
DOUBT BEAM SUCKS.

i hatehatehate matrix labyrinth
it wasn't til i was super aggravated of going in circles, i looked up a guide and -- oh. i have a map in here? shit. i am brilliant :c

also i was like 'hey why is some summoner dude using those weird RUSSIAN DOLLS?'
>finish maze
>break door's seal
...

>oh hai there rasputin. I SEE WHY NOW.

why is rasputin in japan though wtfwtf
also he apparently is dead
except obviously not?

whatever.

i have a nice 20pack of dvd-rs for PS2. PS2. PS2. GAAAAAAAAAAAMES
already burned digital devil saga 1, .hack//quarantine, .hack//g.u. 1, aand in a few minutes i will start smt: nocturne
i have a few other games in mind buuut

suggestions would be fun too~? :3

oh yes and i feel so so spoiled
a good friend of mine is gonna send me a computer gamepad thing & sly 1+3(borrowing), aaand he bought me a xbox 360 60gb hard drive on ebay, sent straight to my dad's po box aaaaaaaa<3
now i can stop having to use a usb stick for it.

oh, yes, and in a few hours when he gets up again he'll be doing some computer stuffs to get my old .hack//4 save and send it to me so i can do more compy stuff to get it on my memory card. yay~
(except last i remember i was seriously stuck and aggravated with some dungeon FULL of both types of data bugs and the AI not sticking to orders made it friggin' impossible.)
...why does he have my save? well way back he was living with me, got me into .hack, and he was the only one with a ps2. and now he's. um. few hours away. so its not like i can go walk over to his house and do a little copying. :/
glad he didn't delete my save XD i was all prepared to have to download & burn all four .hack games since i don't really like just starting on 4 plain.




i feel like trying to finish pokemon black finally. no clue if i'll actually succeed though...

...you find a FRIGGIN' SPIDER in your bed. UDHUEFHJGFNHJERMFDJ UGH
it got on my pillow :( then yuugi killed it :x


but ok ok yesterday was pretty good, actually
went out to eat, mmmm i love those garlic parmesan chicken tenders! so so so so goood
played a little tales of innocence after i finished eating
honestly, ricardo, what the hell.
then later i played some more of innocence

lost to gardel or wtfever once, tried again, won
went to next town, do-dee-do, decided to do some guild quests
had over an hour of play and-- THE DS CRASHED. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
the town didn't have an inn or save spot so i completely forgot to save
since i can save in the field
jfiuerhurijguDAMN IT.

last time i played raidou it did this too :/ over an hour, no save spot, crash. ugh.
at least with that i can kinda understand, i'm forcing the ps2 to read burned discs. but the ds... there's no swapping or crap involved, it just. stops. with a POP noise. idfk...



lately the internet's been weird, i keep getting disconnected for no apparent reason. :/



my life is still pretty boring, not much to talk about.